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I thought my feelings to be true, but are they real I thought I needed you, but was it just my loneliness talking I thought… but when do my thoughts make sense I thought getting back was what I wanted I thought it would help me heal I thought I truly loved you Now I think it’s not true Now I think it was just my loneliness talking Now I think it all makes sense Now I know getting back together was not what I wanted Now I know it may have helped me heal from one pain, but caused another Now I know I don’t truly love you How do I tell you this if you won’t understand? How can I tell you without you freaking out? Ho

It's been 1 year since, Since that day Yet, my heart hurts For him Even though I broke up with him, Even though He never liked me in the first place Even though, Even though..... My heart still hurts For him I don't know what to do, Not anymore My heart still hurts For him When I look or Think about him My heart hurts For him And now he is gone FOREVER

Dear: Mom. Today was a more lazy fun day for me. All I did was watch anime all day. Oh, how i missed those days of sitting at home and watching anime. I use to do that every weekend and do nothing around the house. Oh, the good old days. Oh wait for me its a weekend all the time. Ha. Now that I don't have school i don't have to wake up early and go to school, but I do have to go to work and I might go to NVIT or Kengaurd. I will see what they have to offer and if its something i like then i will take it. I just hope it will work with my work schedule. Well i will never know until I try, right. I will go in soon and see what I can do. At work

Dear: Mom. Today was a lazy. I really was tired today. I did nothing at all today. There is nothing much to say, but its one more day of the starting of my new life gone. One more day passed without you being here. It is hard to live without the best mother in the world, but i have others to help me go on. The others will help me whenever i need it and that's why i love them so much. They will be there for me whenever i needed and where ever i am. They may not best the best mother ever, but they sure are close to it. They know who they are. If it was not for you guys I don't know where i would be now or how i would go on. Thank you ever one!

Dear: Mom. Today was a tiring day. I am still trying to settle down from all the excitement and the emotion from this weekend. I am still unable to sleep well at night from it all. I wish i could relive those days, but this time with you. It would a lot better if you were there with me. I  really wished you were there. Would be the best day ever. Since you were not there i did not have the best day. I just had an okay day.   Anyway, enough of that or i will get sad. It was fun non the less. It was my time to have fun, so i did. Today was was fail for me because i fell down the stairs. Well i did not really fall down the stairs i just twisted

Dear: Mom June 22 June 22 was not as bad as the 21, but still very emotional. Again i had no sleep because i was excited for that day. This time i ate breakfast and something else, kinda. Well i ate breakfast and something at the dance. That day we went out to breakfast with grandma and aunty. It was a good meal. We were all together. We went to McDonald's. It was fun. After, we went to go see the other grandma. Your mom. It was really good to see her again. I don't see her much anymore. I had school when the boys went to go see her. Know i don't have school anymore, so i can see her anytime i want now. I am so damn excited. I have a new lif

I'm stuck in a black hole, Spinning out of control, Lying in bed awake at one in the morning, With your face imprinted, On the insides of my eyelids, My arms are empty, And so is my heart, But I'll keep it all inside, Because I don't wanna make the same mistake, Twice. But how do I pretend, To feel less for you than I do? But it's okay, I can hide, In the back of my mind, Where I'm safe from these feelings, That threaten to overwhelm me, Like a tidal wave. Save me from drowning, You're the only one who can.

~rainbow-iplz (https://www.deviantart.com/rainbow-iplz)        :Iconrainbow-wplz::Iconrainbow-oplz::Iconrainbow-rplz::Iconrainbow-rplz::Iconrainbow-yplz: I worry about everything. I worry about what I did back then. I worry about what I'm doing now. I worry about what I will do later. I worry for no reason. I worry because I want to. I worry because I need to. I worry because I have to. I worry at the worst times. I worry when the world is thriving. I worry when things are going good for me. I worry when everyone's helping me. I worry too much. I worry even though I should be happy. I worry even though it isn't necessary. I worry even though I have it made. Why do I worry

The sight is soothing, it says that you are alive, well, soon you won't be.

A woman fit for battle She stands alone Ready to fight Against the dark forces But inside a child screaming Pleading to be save from the monsters That torment her soul day and night Lost and confused She breaks down and weeps Will anyone save me? Where is my hero to rescue me?

Maybe I am broken Maybe my heart is down I hope for more But I cannot give you the world I wanted you I yearned for your touch I would have loved to touch you too But you escape my grasp Where are you? This part of me I cannot leave I love you Do you not love me? Darling, you are inside of me Yet I cannot let you out Locked, you are And you ask How does one not love them self In such a way? I love you You are who I want to be But you escape my grasp You slip through my fingers So I am doomed to be Someone who I was not meant to be I love you, myself But you do not love me

I don't believe in "forever". I've been promised forever before, And did I get it? No way. So please don't hate me, When I don't believe in your "forevers", And I don't expect you to build me up, On false promises of "forever". Because who can really promise that? We fade, We change, We move on, We become the people we were made to be, We drift apart, Like pieces of paper in the wind, You'll go your way, I'll go mine, And we'll stop talking. Does that bother me? Only if you claim it won't happen, Because we both know it will. We've both lost people, That we thought would be here forever. You've left before, No warning, No good bye,

I couldn't get you out of my head, Even if I wanted to, The things you say, Just replay over and over again, You're so beautiful it hurts, And anyone would be lucky to have you, But they'll never love you as much as I do, And your heart might be scarred, And you might be struggling right now, But I'm here for you, Through whatever it is that you're dealing with. Don't put any more scars on your wrists, Wrap a bandage around that broken heart, And smile. Smile like you've never been hurt, Because that will fool the world, Then when we're alone, Cry if you have to. Because I won't tell anyone. Isn't that what best friends are for?